XeNoNBlooD... Hatred Lasts Forever...

2009-06-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

REMOVED THE DAMN SONG SO IRRITATING

2009-06-19T22:36:00.002+08:00

sunday is my birthday...
but i feel so damn sian...
everytime my birthday coming i always very sian...
cause most of the people dun remember my birthday=(
hmmm... lets see what i need to get...
school bag is spoilt... soccer shoes are going to gg also...
not enough shirts...wallet also gg...
handphone also gg... badminton racket need restring...
desktop cannot play l4d... psp need update...
so many things more... but all lazy and dun feel like doing...
haix....
sometimes i really hate my birthday...
why must it be on holiday leh?

2009-05-28T17:33:00.003+08:00

Inferiority.
Thats how i feel right now...
haix...
i wanna get good grades....
but im always fucking distracted...
haix...
what am i going to do?
i really need to do more and more stuff
that can make my portfolio look really nice when i go out and find a job.
but right now... i really am nothing.
unlike secondary school, where it was easy to just work hard and get recognised...
it is really different now compared to the old days...
i need HELP
AND A LOT OF THEM.

2009-05-25T18:18:00.001+08:00

Im always the second choice.

2009-05-09T16:32:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys... it's been a very hectic term for me...
all modules with homework and assignment...
so damn sian...
yesterday went to grace house to MJ... lost 23 bucks! CRAP!
played 20-40... but damn shiok la...
too bad only play 2 rounds...
zzz... next time must play 3 rounds!
someone organise again!!!
finished my TV prod script...
just left the printing...
hope it comes out okay...
or else on thur im gonna be so DEAD.
was with baby yesterday...
went to eat ramen ramen at railway mall there...
the soup was a bit salty...
but nevertheless...
the half-boiled egg was very nice...
wanna eat it again...
*drool*...
went to daily scoop and had a waffle!
waffle not very nice though... cause not crunchy...
but the mango ice cream was quite nice...
so i guess overall it was okay....
now im so freaking tired!
slept 3 hours!
later at 6.30 still got dinner with workmates!
somemore FREE!
WOOHOO!
shiok ar...
too bad not all of them are working...
my sis studying i guess...
then HK dun wanna go...
dunno got who liao...
wonder if *Auntie* got invited...
should be no...?
too bad soccer had to be cancelled because of the dinner...
but next week i will sure go!
so if you see this JJ dun need ask me whether i going or not.

work wise... waiting for Ann Khay to send the ads so that i can start on the ad analysis...
its like taking forever to reach my email...
wonder if she sent it already...
faster faster!
i got loads of work to do...
so im gonna chiong!
anyways... joined the folding thingy...
from what i've heard... angella and KY also got join...
sorry guys, i didnt join the singapore idol thingy. cause my birthday around there.
so didnt wanna be doing anything on that month because i wanna celebrate my birthday!
wonder if there's gonna be anyone celebrating with me anyways...
baby's having the mediacorp radio class thing...
then eugene they all having the singapore idol thing. maybe i go celebrate with soccer guys!
finaly gonna be legal to buy alcohol...
zzz...
and M18 movies... muhahahahhax....
okay... thats all for today i guess...
just found out that this is really a very long post...
will stop making you read this
hahax....
FREE DINNER HERE I COME!

2009-04-20T09:02:00.002+08:00

Right...
Accompanied baby to school...
now im just sitting here at block 68 waiting for time to pass...
its quite funny though...
seeing all these Year 1s... hahax..
like they were all lost in the bus stop when they first came...
all started to crowd at the bus stop... so squeeze...
hmmm... i wonder how it would be to be able to start the lesson now... so boring...
oh yeah... i really hated my hair cut... makes me look like some small kid from next door.
and hahax.... right now there's someone sitting in front of me. i dun really know her name but i know she's from my sem and also FMS-MC... well... whatever...
decided to remove windows XP frm my mac. totally sucks. makes my MAC FKING LAGGY!
Just the startup needs about 20 to 30 secs to boot. then even my right click is also laggy... zzz...
Well thats all about now... hope there are no assigned seatings later!

2009-04-19T22:22:00.003+08:00

Yeah... Hols are finally going to be over...
gonna miss the free time im gonna have...
=(
Haix... NOW I WANT TO HAVE HOLS REAL SOON. LOL
today not much stuff...
just finished the HK drama D.I.E
Death Investigation Extension
The ending wasnt quite expected...
but overall it was quite entertaining...
okay... time to sleep... gotta wake up at 8 in the damn morning...zzz
hope to finish earlier... so that i can go to the CCA fiesta and sign up for some CCA which
i really should be having.
So see you guys tml!
Nights

2009-02-15T13:21:00.002+08:00

OH YEAH!
the boss is BACK!
woohoo!
no exams for me!
no assignments at all!
HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!!
too all of you out there taking exams and stuff...
good luck!
i'm off the my hols! hahax...
ciaos!

2009-01-21T00:04:00.001+08:00

Sorry guys...
wont be posting for quite a while...
got loads of "ass"ignments to do...
i got 6 modules...
and all the 6 modules have assignments which are due in the upcoming weeks...
so..
I REALLY HAVE TO CHIONG!
SORRY!
i'll post when i have the time
=)

2009-01-14T22:04:00.002+08:00

Yes...
Speechcom is done...
now im just left with radio and the final essay..
radio is somehow finished you can say...
cause the deadline is tml...
and i just need to finish the paper work and put in into the MD...
meeting gabriel at 12 tml...
hope i can finish it asap...
then it will be work...
im feeling damn tired rite now...
must be because of the medicine...
i went to see the doctor AGAIN
because the cough did not get any better...
hope after these dosages of medicines i will get better...
so i can really enjoy CNY properly...

2009-01-12T13:35:00.003+08:00

went to bugis with baby yesterday!
but first...
Lunch! or breakfast and lunch for me...
ate at wong kok cafe...
lol... couldnt find xing wang...

Then after that, we went around!
i wanted to shop for CNY clothes... so baby accompany me...
we went bugis street and we roamed for like 1 hour...
bought 4 tees...
yellow, grey, black and blue!
lol... didnt always take note of all those bright colours...
cause i like black...
but nevertheless...
they were still very nice...

After that... we wanted to watch movie...
but backed out last minute...
wanted to watch a movie about a cop and her daddy...
bout sammi cheng and eason chan...

then after that... baby had a craving for shoe!
so we went shop to shop... and baby bought a shoe!
i gave opinions but dunno whether it was helpful...
cause my legs were super tired.. hahax...
she say i anyhow give opinions... but no lo...
i tried my best...
hahax...

after that New York New York!
wa...
eat so full...
then baby...
hahax..
nvm... dun talk about that...

hmmm... then thats that... reached home and CHIONG WRITCOM!
finished it but super tired...
now is the next day and now i also feel like zzz... lol...
update next time...

2009-01-11T00:30:00.002+08:00

hmmm... im tired...
just came back from soccer not long ago...
im in a bit of trouble...
my chest where my heart is, is in distress..
it hurts a little..
maybe i played too vigorous liao...
hmmm...
maybe i should stop for one week...
rest and recuperate from my stupid coughing...
just afraid i will cough on speechcom..
but i haven done it yet!!!
='(
waiting for baby rite now to finish her stuff...
tml going out...
hope to really buy some clothes for new year...
and spend some really precious quality time...
i'll be waiting baby =D

2009-01-07T22:40:00.003+08:00

Okay!
As requested, i will list down 10 things about me!

1 - I am an anime freak. watches tons of anime! ANIME ROCKS!

2 - Dun puke, but I'm serious with any relationship im in. Some should know this =D

3 - I'm a sporty guy... plays a lot of sports...

4 - Except swimming. Cause i dunno how. =( but i wont die if u throw me in the water -_-

5 - I'm Lazy!!!! Supa Lazy!!!!

6 - Yeah... Angella is rite... I'm horny... yeah! like my GAY Gang From CCK.

7 - Wants to go JAPAN!!! THATS WHY IM TRYING TO LEARN JAP!

8 - I'm not rich. but trying to be next time.

9 - Hates anything related to ALMOND.

10 - Loves WEIYING! Dun feel disgusted, it shows you are not mature enough.

2009-01-06T12:31:00.005+08:00

DIE!!!!
Later is soc 20% test!!!!
NO!!!!!
I wan to get good marks!!!
T.T...
Please let me pass with flying colours =(
i wan to get GOOD GPA for this SEM.
GOD BLESS ME. LOL

2009-01-05T17:12:00.001+08:00

My sis is incorrigible... Lazy + Proud + Greedy + when people wan to tell her mistakes she flares up and goes back to room.

If you ever read this,
you have no right to be angry.
cause you are not trying to accept people's comments about you.

2009-01-04T22:03:00.001+08:00

NO!!!!!!!!
WHY DOES SCHOOL HAVE TO START TML!!!!
NOOOOO!!!!!
LOL.....
HAIX...
SO SIAN...
TML NEED TO WAKE UP AT 6 PLUS.... WAH... SO EARLY...
WAN TO KILL ME LIAO...
STILL GOT WAD PRESENTATION...
CRAP LA...
ZZZ....
NO MOOD LIAO...
I GO SLEEP LOL...
SEE YA SOON.

2009-01-03T22:15:00.004+08:00

omg...
today was like sports day for me...
morning went for soccer...
8am to around 11 plus...
hahax...
so shiok...
so long never kick soccer...
dun feel at ease...
and because im sick...
im totally off form...
shoot also shoot wrong...
keep doing the wrong things...
zzz...
but the most memorable thing today was the last goal... LOL....
gx ben daryl justin jing you jj should know...
lol...
so gay rite?
hat-trick fence...
XP...

after that went to lot 1 and ate lunch...
laksa...
so shiok..
though i sick going to have no voice i still eat spicy stuff...
LOL...
im such a bad boy.

after that, met ky, eugene xh, angella, liyana and her bf for captain ball game!
lol...
out of 5 matches...
we only won...
1
LOL... WTF rite???
guess it cant be helped...
some of them also not sporty...
not as if they play sports almost once a week or something=D
but the best is that we get to enjoy ourselves...
it was really bonding for us...
so good job guys...
hope to have more of these stuffs coming...

oh ya...before going to school...
met up with baby...
so miss her...hahax...
at first wanted to eat dinner with her...
but luckily she went home..
cause the game dragged...
we should finish by 6, but it ended at 8 plus..
LOL
lucky...

okay..now i think im gonna sleep till damn late tml...
cause legs damn tired...
thats all for today!

2009-01-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

Finally... i finished my writcom outline...
freaking long to finish...
radio is also done...
IS finishing soon...
IAC is done...
hmmm...
left speechcom and socphsy test on tuesday!
i need to study!!!!
i need to go out!!!!!
i need to kick soccer!!!
i need to go watch bedtime stories with babygurl!!!
theres so much things i wanna do...
but too bad...
so little time...
im definitely going to Tioman again...
so that i can eat seafood!!!
yeah!
now that i finished writcom...
i rest today and chiong socpshy tml! and tml! and tml!...
well 3 more days to be exact...
okay...

Today was damn shiok... went out.. steamboat... woo hoo...
okay late le...
see ya all soon in school!

2009-01-01T23:12:00.003+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone!
Its 2009!
Hope that all of your wishes and dreams come true...

Yesterday was so fun...
was with baby the whole day...
walked around orchard road...
and saw...
a lot of blanglas
LOL
seriously there were a lot of people...
all of them were so nicely dressed...
hahax... we shouted our lungs out...
and now..
both of us are coughing...
you know what im referring to my baby...
HAHAX...
a year as passed...
its so fast..
i could still remember what happened last year around the same time...
we grew one year older again...
i wanna be YOUNG!
RAWR!
too bad... those born in jan are gonna be old faggots...
LOL... no offence...
before the fireworks...
baby and i went to eat swensens! yeah!
we order 5 scopes of ice cream and a packet french fries...
after that when jia hui and her boyfriend came
we went to eat hong kong cafe...
lol
cant believe we ate so much...
we ordered spag with chicken...
super nice....
hope we can go back and eat something new soon...
after that... we met the other gurls...
baby, me, eve, jia hui, mr bay, eve's frens were at marina square counting down...
to be exact...
marina square food court...
the staircase outside the food court...
well, we didnt really counted down..
but saw the fantastic firework display ...
it was super nice...
you could feel your whole body vibrate when the firework explodes...
think it lasted for around 8 mins plus??
we took the whole video...
hahax...
too bad the video is with baby...
or else i will upload it...
then we took the mrt home...
haha...
the trip to the mrt station was so epic...
there were like a few hundred people..
i repeat...
A FEW HUNDRED PEOPLE
waiting to just get into the mrt station...
the police blocked the entrance at first but allowed us to go in a short while...
people just pushed their way in...
like grabbing freebies...
typical singaporeans... lol..we took to marina bay...
so as to be able to sit..
then we took from there all the way back home...
me baby jia hui and mr bay
baby was sleeping all the way on my shoulder....
she was so zzz...
could see it from her eyes...
her big round eyes were become so minuscule...
hahax...
she looked so...
how to put it...
aiya.. you all will know next time...
then mr bay and baby alighted...
left me and jia hui...
after that we stopped at cck...
luckily there were still lrt...
2 plus le...
then we took lrt home...
but i forgot to return her the jacket which she asked me to hold for her in my bag.
zzz... how forgetful of me...
too bad...
sorry jia hui XP next time i will remember to return you...

Though new year is here...
the HOLS ARE ENDING SOON!
NO!!!!!!!
i really didnt wish for hols to end so quickly...
still got test to study...
homework to be done...
zzz....
i still need to tidy my room for chinese new year!!!
oh gosh.... some one give me the time!
hmmm... 11.35 soon...
the first night of new year...
wonder whether i will get a good dream...
some say that the first dream of a new year is very accurate...
so i hope something good will appear in my dream...
once i get the pictures and videos...
i will definitely post it here...
happy new year everyone!
=D

2008-12-29T14:07:00.002+08:00

Feeling a bit empty...
Out of the 4 days of celebration for me,
Only one day was celebrated.
The other 3 days... haix...
so wasted...
Didnt really feel that december was a great month...
maybe for some it is....
but for me... it is just not one.
i wonder when i would be able to enjoy the fun of holidays...
Its so boring...

the only day i enjoyed was the 24th.
Baby gave me a surprise.
Was super happy...
we went around town and did lots of stuff...
shopping...
Watching movie...
Window shopping..
Ate....
And ate...
AND ate...
Gonna get fat.... (as if im already not -_-lll)

Now im in school...
doing my project...
Radio assignment...
only 2 hours maybe...
wonder we can finish it in these 2 hours...
Im so tired...
i dunno why...
maybe tired of the long holidays....
now that i remember...
what Mu Xing put on his nick once..
it was something about...
missing holidays when we are schooling...
missing school once holidays start..
Guess its kinda complicated...
Haix...

2008-12-25T22:53:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas!
YEAH!
I'll post another day...
busy rite now...
hahax...

2008-12-19T21:13:00.001+08:00

Argh....
SHIT.
i changed my blogskin, but i accidentally erased all of my pals blog adds.
PISSED AND STOP BUGGIN ME YOU FLU BUG
Tired... sleep first... relink all of you next time...

2008-12-19T08:54:00.003+08:00

Sry peeps! so long never update...
was kinda lazy and all cause it's HOLIDAYS!!!
YEAH
Too bad i got a stupid gastric flu on the first few days...
i was like WTF? WTF is GASTRIC FLU????
only heard of stomach flu but not gastric flu...
whatever...

Okay... tml is DANZATION!
cant wait to see baby dance tml...
asked along others like mx, daryl, jj, cheryl, qt. too bad others didnt wanna go...
i heard that it makes the girls cry!
ZOMG!
lets see whether they'll cry tml...
Muhahahahah!!!!

happy first ann too baby!

2008-12-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

YEAH! TML!
Wonder who's birthday is it... LOL...

2008-11-29T23:50:00.002+08:00

im so tired...
yesterday wass npcc bbq, badminton and basketball.
Today is go orchard play soccer. tml is go bras besar then orchard again...
Wa... then still need prepare for monday's in class written assignment...
so sian..
wanted her to help me..
but talk half way...
she went to lala land...
now i dunno whether we are meeting early or not...
haix...
dun even know what time to wake up...
why like that...

My back bone hurts....
must have injured it during bbq....
keep bending down to bbq food...
stay in the bent position too long...
strained..
so pain! ARGH!

bought a new soccer shoe...
full black.. super nice...
used it to play soccer just now...
hmmm... must think of strategies liao... or else very difficult to improve...

baby finished her bauhaus and poster...
now she can "rest in peace" LOL
not RIP but just can like sleep longer and not worry about stuff much longer...

Jehanne! When are we having a CS OR DOTA LAN????
LOL! and hoho.... wonder what we gonna do on XH's birthday...
smash her face onto the cake! XP

Blah... i go sleep liao la...
get as much sleep as possible...
or else wake up early then cannot meet... then not enough sleep then sian liao.
Okay... Good Night Everyone!

2008-11-29T13:42:00.000+08:00

Hmm.... Am i too sensitive?
What happened on 13/14 August....
i really wanna find out.

2008-11-18T21:24:00.000+08:00

Today I found out something new
It Is So Difficult To Comfort Someone

2008-11-13T23:14:00.002+08:00

Im back!
Sorry for not posting... was really busy with school work... and dota... LOL
plus i was lazy... hahax...
Shawn! i relinked you... hahax...
Wa.. i super tired...
these few weeks never really had a good sleep...
always slept late and waking up early...
super tired...
hope i can finish all my assignments on time...
i got like 5? LOL
luckily the deadline not so close..
take my time to do...
oh ya... went to my relative's wedding dinner....
LOL....
So fun!
they brought along lots of party poppers!
A LOT OF IT...
lol... the bride and bridegroom change their clothes and when they come in...
POP! next thing u knew...
thry are all covered in shiny pieces of stuff...
LOL...
we keep poping...
hahax....
i didnt really take much pictures...cause too dark...
cant see anything...
So long since i attended a wedding dinner...
haha...
next year my cousin getting married...
then since he loved to ka chiao people when they get married...
my cousin and i decided to ka chiao him back on his wedding day!
hahax...
wonder what we could do...
hmmm....
hahax...
okay... thats all for now...
talk again next time..
Ciao!

2008-10-31T23:04:00.002+08:00

Yippe!

Today was a super fun day...
met baby and shutian for revision in the morning...
then after that got socpsy test..
OMG....
11/20...
ZzZ... studied for 2 days... thats the cause...
must work harder...
hmmm
after that got TREASURE HUNT!
LOL...
super funny...
went around looking for people to borrow stuff...
lol... even asked random people!
and yeah!
our group got first!
ME, JILL, NATASHA AND HARENI
LOL...
too bad no present...
then after that i went to fms block lv 8... watch anime wait for baby to get off from class...
then it will be...
NP @ 45!
woo hoo...
but before that...
we went to Pamela's house...
woah...
it was super huge!
bigger than i expected... lol...
played monopoly...
fourth in placing and baby 5th... haha...
then officially went to NP@45...
hmmm...
nothing much though...
people were just slacking around... not long we just left...
went to KAP....
ate mac...
then cab home... baby also cab home... hahax... me accompany her halfway cause she feels she will be late...
in the end reached home nicely and here i am writing this post..
lol...
okay... thats all the excitement for today...
see ya guys again!

2008-10-30T23:02:00.001+08:00

Sry guys...
wont be posting anything today...
got socphy test tml...
need to study...
need to get t least a good grade for my first test...
get a good head start...
got to go!
ciaos!

2008-10-28T23:12:00.002+08:00

sorry for not posting for so long...
was super lazy...
hahax...
okay...
lots of stuff happen...

Monday
Went to causeway to watch HSM3 with baby!
yeah!
lots of stuff happened before that but dun wish to elaborate on the sad stuff...
we were finally able to meet! so happy...
the movie was not as nice as the first one though... the songs didnt really captivate me...

next we went to school!
we help each other revise...
i help her with photoshop and marcom
while she helped me with my assignments...
yeah...
i love you baby!
thanks for the help anyways!
hahax...

Then at night went to KAP...
got me baby kathleen and baby's friends lol not really sure who though... =D
baby at chix foldover and i eat mcspicy...
then she drank coke light... hahax...
rumours that i've heard says that coke light got more sugar...
hmmm
wonder if it is true...

Today
Finally!
i quit FENCING!
no need to pay $$$$$$$$ liao...
so ex...
plus...
i dun have much interest in it anyway...
just want to train...
thinking of what to join now though...
signed up for FMSS... but dunno need to do anything or not...
tml got speechcom..
a bit nervous...
practiced my speech already though...
hope its as good as my prac...
good luck wor...
good luck to all those taking chinese A level paper too...
okay...
school starts in another 12 hours..
got to go sleep! till then!

2008-10-21T21:53:00.001+08:00

I LURVE YOU BABY.

2008-10-14T22:30:00.002+08:00

WOW!
today was somehow fabulous...
Radio lecture was SUPER FUN! I got Mr. Mario as my tutorial teacher.
Hope he's funny as what the rumors say about him...
Specom - Cordelia -> XP(DeaD)
She started the lesson with a bad atmosphere...
cus some of the peeps went out to buy food and came back late...
she "diao" them and scolded them...
wadehell la...
first day only rite...
no need to be so... you know... hahax...
then it was Wricom...
i FORGOT the lecturer's name! LOL
but anyways... he was an "angmoh"... hope his lectures will become more funny...
maybe he can show us some videos... hahax...
thats what we love anyway...
then it was Socpsyc...
think the name was mrs shi?
hahax... she showed us some funny video and cartoon strips...
ended quite cheerfully and then went for dinner with Eugene and Angella.
Angella met up with Shutian to get their textbook exchanged..
so they wont have to buy...
hahax...
but i remembered Mr. Clement saying that we needed the Marketing textbook for advertising next year... hope they think of something to solve the problem then...
then CCA...
OMG.. we did body toning?
sort of...
Dennis said those exercises were training the muscles that are not always used...
well... almost cramped my leg though... lol...
but we ended with a captain's ball match with peeps from foil...
KENNA TOK
15 - 4 LOL
even though we lost but i felt great...
so long since i played that game... hahax...
okay...
thats all for today...
see ya tml then!

2008-10-12T15:23:00.004+08:00

okay... sorry for not posting anything...
was pretty busy watching anime again...
OP was over... but i got hooked on to Hitman Reborn...
Rosario+ Vampire season 2 is back too!
my all time favorite Clannad is back too!
Thats why didnt write anything...
school's starting tml...
wonder what will it be like...
feel so bored...
dunno who i will meet...
oh ya...
tml gonna have lunch with baby...
hope its good!
hahax....
okay...
i lazy to write again...
see ya then...

Hmmm... i wonder what u are doing rite now...
the words" i sms you later" was 3 hours ago...
hmmm...

2008-10-01T23:17:00.008+08:00

SHIOK
thats the word to describe today....
morning went to kick soccer...
only 6 people though... but still damn good training...
then went to lot 1 eat breakfast cum lunch...
start at 11 plus... finish eating at around 12.15....
then me went buy concession...
T_T... *$52* *Fly Away*
no money liao...
zZz...
after that... went home and prepared to go out with my BABY!
Woohoo!
we met at bpp and took 180...
went to Jurong Point...
bought the 4.20 tickets to...
PAINTED SKIN
Lol... we secretly brought in sweet talk and lays...
lol...
still got apple juice... kinder bueno...
LOL... so shiok...
then in the cinema can hear us crunching out way...
LOL...
the movie was not bad la...
3.5 / 5 i would say...
not action story though...
so dun expect too much fighting...
after that i accompanied baby to school...
she got dance just now...
then i go home after that...
today was quite a fruitful day...
spent so much quality time together..
gonna treasure it...

got to go...
have work tml...
need to sleep early...
night!

2008-09-29T00:28:00.001+08:00

right now...
im FUCKING PISSED
PISSED AT MY FUCKING PHONE
IM GONNA SERIOUSLY SMASH IT INTO PIECES IF IT DOESNT WORK BY TML MORNING WHEN I WAKE UP

2008-09-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

okay...
its been SO long since i posted something...
was busy going out with my buddies...

FRIDAY
went to JJ's house first to play game then at 4...
went to daryl's house to celebrate shawn's birthday...
after that we go eat dinner at the nearby hawker and then went back and played....
DOTA!
LOL.. then go home... super tired sia...

SATURDAY
Morning... jj gx shawn mx and zc come my house...
played DOTA again!
PLUS!!!
"Dry Swimming"! LOL...
After that at night played soccer...
zZz... SUPER SUPER tired now...
legs damn tired...
now watching galileo...
a Japanese drama...
about unexplainable events that can be solved thru mathematical solutions...
not bad...

Last few weeks we also had these kinds of session...
lol... just gathered and played DOTA... LOL...
soccer also...

got some other stuff.... but i lazy to post... hahax...
cause late liao...
i guess i go watch my galileo first...
see ya!

2008-09-15T23:08:00.002+08:00

YET AGAIN...
i said i wont post anything on these stuff anymore...
but just one.

I HATE PEOPLE LYING TO ME.

2008-09-15T22:33:00.002+08:00

hmmm... had intensive training today...
really worked out...
tml have work...
12 to 4...
oh ya.... aimin's coming to join our crew...
taking over ben...
i feel so tired...
yawn...
must be my eyes...
watch too much one piece these few days...
zzZzzZZzzz...
how i wish i could go out with baby...
nothing to do at home...
work almost everyday...
cca almost every 2 days a week....
my life is so boring...
even if i wanted to go out alone also nothing to do...
SO SIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if its gonna continue like this...
than i rather hope that there wont be holidays...
cause it just makes me so irritated...
the feeling of not able to do things with someone u want...
really really very uncomfortable...

2008-09-12T22:59:00.002+08:00

Sorry!
so long never post...
was busy with work...
and watching animes...
hahax...
caught on to one piece recently...
then too engrossed and always stay up late to rush the episodes...
then feel so damn sleepy...
but its all worth it... hahax...
CCA is killing me though...LOL
breaking my legs...
then still got work!
ARGH!!!!
how am i supposed to rest!?!?
LOL...
tml gotta work again...
9.30 in the morning somemore...
zzz...
gotta sleep early...
but i just cant stop watching anime...

hmmm... the recent sad stuff i dun want to talk about it anymore...
hmmm... and decided not to post some stuff related to some things in my blog anymore...
cause like letting a virtual person read...
hahax...
dun get response much also... lol...
so thats that... gotta go wash the last episode for today and get some sleep...
Nights guys!

2008-09-09T22:42:00.002+08:00

sorry guys...
not feeling well these few days...
not gonna post anything...

2008-09-01T23:44:00.002+08:00

work... work...work...
then...
soccer...soccer...soccer...
now...
cramp... cramp...cramp...
tml cca...cca...cca
dun...dun...dun...
think will be...
going...going...going...

2 sad days and counting...

2008-08-31T21:02:00.000+08:00

i hate myself
i hate myself more today

2008-08-29T01:20:00.002+08:00

okay!
sry fer the late post...
but was busy...
hmmm...
past few days were quite happy...
was able to meet baby...
even though only for a short while...
but was worth it though...
had dinner with her...
spent some time with her outside...
really precious time...
okay...
these few days were also killer days...
tuesday had work and cca
wednesday had work and soccer
yesterday had work and cca...
today dunno whether have soccer and mahjong...
confirm got cross country at cckss and lan...
but i not running...hahax...
old liao la...
probably being my laptop tml...
then if got time play stepmania...
oh yeah...
downloaded stepmania for mac...
damn nice...
downloaded quite a few songs...
all anime though...
LOL...
anime lover ^^V
hmmm....
baby's in dance camp...
thought of waiting for her good night message...
guess she too tired to sms me le...
fall oror liao...
guess i go sleep too...
nights baby!
muacks!
love you!
tml's gonna be a hectic day...
gonna store up some energy...
night guys!

2008-08-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

Okay... damn...
im still very tired!
LOL...
just came back from soccer...
legs aching...
tml got work and cca...
ZzZzZzzz...
post when i have time...
oh yeah....
baby's going for camp...
3d2n...
hope to see her soon...
i'll be missing you baby!
muacks

2008-08-25T23:35:00.002+08:00

heyhey...
sry guys...
no time to post anything today..
i'll update by tml...
hehex...
nite everyone!

2008-08-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

heyhey...
sry guys...
no time to post anything today..
i'l lupdate by tml...
hehex...
nite everyone!

2008-08-24T23:22:00.003+08:00

I dunno what to say about today...
probably im numb...
im numb to all things...
a problem we cannot solve...
thats a new one...
you only hear people say
"we'll solve the problem together"
this time u heard it correctly...
a problem we cannot solve...
theres actually a method...
but i seriously dun wanna use it...
no matter how angry, sad, emo, numb or what so ever feelings i have...
i wont wanna use it...
unless its initiated but her....
we had a talk...
which turned into a heated argument...
dun worry its not to that kind of extent where couples break...
we are worrying about a problem that can only be solved a few years later...
so guys.... opps and gals... should i keep thinking about it?
you might say yes... you might say no...
but for me...
its a no...
and here comes the weird part...
i cant seem to get it off my mind...
hahax...
i wonder why god is so cruel to us...
he really is cruel... especially to me...
he gives me all these kinds of endurance test...
knowingly im weak at it...
although its to train me...
but sometimes its overboard....
i cant handle it...
thats when all the problems come one after another...
i may seem happy in front of everyone...
but most of the time...
im feeling sad...
im trying to grab hold of something thats important to me...
im dun wanna let it go...
but obstacles are there to always try to break my hold...
i have been running the race since 19/12/2007
and i promise i will continue to run...
i will continue to run without any complaints..
even if they break my legs...
chain them up...
no matter how hard it takes...
i will run...
ah...
as u read here...
can u hear the song?
its called " shining in the sky"
its an instrumental...
and can u hear how sad the song is?
yup...
thats how i feel rite now...
i feel that i have been in the wrong...
so im staying up the whole night to do reflection...
some of you might say im stupid...
but love makes people do stupid things...
and im one of the people...
i just wondered...
how many of us can actually really find true love...
i want to be the one and only that she'll ever have...
the one she'll never let go...
but will it be possible...
so many things happened...
i wonder if we could be like we first started out..
i will believe... until that day comes....
i guess she must be still awake now...
unable to sleep...
she still has work tml...
and i made it worse...
sorry for making u have sleepless nights...
sorry for making you worry about me...
sorry for saying words i shouldn't...
sorry for doing things i shouldn't...
sorry for all the things i've done...
i hope u can just live your life as before..
happy and have nothing to worry about...
i want to be the one that makes u happy...
i want to be the one that makes u feel blessed...
i really do....
i hope today will serve as a lesson for me...

Of all the biggest and brightest stars out there...
i found you...
the smallest and dimmest star....
why?
i wanted to give you everything i can...
i wanted you to use me as yr fuel to burn...
and become the brightest star in the sky...
although u may be small...
but i feel blessed to be with you...
i want to stick with you...
no matter how far u may travel...
how dark the places u may be...
i want to be the fuel that helps you brighten the places...
i want to be your fuel that keeps you going...
no matter how tough the conditions might be...
i want to be by your side...
because...
i love you

3 days of sadness....

2008-08-23T18:28:00.004+08:00

Soccer in the morning...
rained for a while...
had to wait for it to stop...
that was like 45 minutes?
we played till 12 and then went for breakfast and lunch...
after that didnt know what to do...
then say go play battlefield 2...
then everyone say okay lo...
then went...
played for 4 hours...
haix...
dun know why...
even though got so many things to play...
but still dun feel very happy...
probably because these few days or week didnt really talk much..
haix...
you going camp soon le...
wonder when we will be able to meet again...
Feeling so sad rite now...
no words that you say can actually make me feel better...
only by seeing your face...
only by holding your hand...
will i, be able to free myself of this sadness...

Starting from yesterday : 2 days of sadness

2008-08-22T23:21:00.003+08:00

Soccer in the morning...
and Queensway in the afternoon...
got our jerseys' ordered...
just need to wait for it to finish...
wanted to buy one nike BB shoe...
but $89...
Too ex liao...
dun wan waste the money...
something happened today...
though only 2 person will know about it...
just me and you...
no others would know...
as long as u trust me...
and i trust you...
we know we will always be together...
Sorry for doubting
and for not looking out for the shoes...
remember to take yr phone with you next time...
dun make others worry about you...
tml having soccer again...
gotta sleep early...
guess thats all today...
didnt really feel very happy today...
cus of *(see above)*
hope tml gets better...
good night everyone!
especially to you my dear...
iloveyou
muacks...

2008-08-20T21:04:00.002+08:00

okay...
nothing to do today
had to bring my sis rabbit to vet
she thought he was ill
but in the end
turned out to be a scare
nothing wrong with it
veterinarian said that he could be under stress cause he was losing fur
wonder what the stress is...
now im down with flu and sore eyes...
and i need to go to work tml!
OMG!!!!
hope that it goes away soon...
well... forgot to mention about something yesterday...
made me really feel angry...
how could he?
accidentally...
GRRR...
damn it...
now im freaking sick...
girls wont know how a guy would feel...
just read finish the manga of " Love Hina"
the ending was really nice...
yesterday night i also downloaded "Clannad OST"
the instrumentals were bloody nice...
and i got my my TRC Sound Tracks! which i lost in my desktop...
$^^%&#$#^^*^&
Hoping to find some other soundtracks...
okay
thats all fer today...
got to rest early for tml..
nights!

2008-08-19T21:24:00.003+08:00

Okay guys!
i'm back! Tadai ma!
changed my blog skin
was tired of the old one...
give comments!!
i wanna know how it looks like...
holidays start le!
yeah!
but work also starting soon...
lol...
kinda seem like not having holidays at all...
went t watch money not enough today with baby...
well... some stuff surfaced....
and we went off at around 2 plus...
it was so boring...
i dun mean the show though... meant today...
the show was quite nice...
touching...
some cried...
a really must watch for those who wanna have a really good laugh...
LOL...
got 1 part damn funny...
dun tell all of you... watch it yourselves.. lol...
work starts on thursday...
hope im not rusty...
dun wanna get scolded lol...
anyone wanna join me?
ben's asking though...
wonder if mx and gx going back...
okay... enjoy your holidays peeps!
hope to see you all around...
Oh yeah... one more thing...
guide cookies are back!
order them now! lol...
Kay! Bye Bye!
Love you baby! Muacks!

2008-08-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

3rd August 2008 11.55pm

Today is sunday...
yesterday was saturday...
there was a funfair at CCK yesterday...
was hoping you could have come...
but u were down with something...
too bad...
seeing others all go back with their loved ones...
i feel so lonely...
and this loneliness carried till now...
it feels so sad not to be able to see u at important dates...
now that the holidays are coming...
i dun dare to carry too much hope of going out with you...
i missed you so much already...
im really afraid i cant even see u during the holidays...
you will be working... so would i...
I just hope that god would just give us a chance...
i just want to be with my baby for a day...
even if we did nothing...
even if we just sat down on the ground...
i just wanna spend a full whole day with her...
it has been so long since i could spend a full whole day with her...
it feels as though god would want to break us apart...
but i love her too much...
i wont want it to stop...
i feel so sad...
i feel so lonely...
i want to hold your hands...
i want to hug you tightly...

2008-07-21T00:22:00.002+08:00

21 July 2008 12.30am

Wow... so long since i've came here again..
freaking busy with homework and assignments..
all the dates are coming... so every1's so stress up...
even my baby too...
hope we can get through the coming 3 years...
and graduate with a diploma!!!
then i go NS!! RAWR!!!
hahax...
anyways... thats a freaking bastard who keeps spamming my baby's blog...
idiot passerby... spammed my girl and dun dare to put the name their...coward...
wonder if its a person from mass comm or wad... but he said we dunno who the hell he/she is... but who knows whether she lying thru her teeth? if i know that person i will really punch him hard on the face... we celebrated Melissa's birthday on friday... lol... i got smashed by a cake... not smashed but i became like a towel for her??!?!? lol.. she just came and wiped her arms smeared with cake on my shirt... oh great... luckily it could be washed off.... okay... i guess im done here... moving on to another 1... hehex.. make sure to go over... though only 1 person knows where... LOL... okay peeps.... got to go! see ya all soon! nights!

2008-07-05T22:24:00.002+08:00

July 5th 2008 Saturday 10.30p.m

Homework....

argh....

so difficult to do...

especially that designing stuff...

getting on my nerves...

still got CATS, LOCVID, WEBGRA...

oh my gosh...

how the hell am i going to finish them??

especially when my cats group like dun organise meeting...

zzz...

monday im gotta take the initiative liao...

cant tae it anymore...

cant leave it dangling there anymore...

or else its really hopeless...

Found out that actually...

me in japanese is not watashiwa!

hahax...

is Watakushi wa!

read it from a book

Today we went to school the kismis court there to play soccer...

too big i think...

all like run until no breath...

next week go cck there de soccer court liao..

got a new one there just beside cckss...

wonder how it is...

its just beside the road... so it could be quite dangerous...

hope the ball wont fly out...

I feel so sleepy...

tml still need to go out...

wa kau...

cant get enough sleep le la...

die...

one day my mental is gonna break down...

never sleep enough and too much stress..

gonna go crazy one day...

today sat...

wonder when i can meet baby again

tuesday?

wednesday?

hmmm

hope it can be fast...

although only like 2 days never see each other...

feels like eternity...

thanks fer the "thing" you gave me baby...

glow in the dark some more...

haha...

just like u shining brightly on me

even in my darkest times

muacks

love you so much!

muacks muacks muacks muacks muacks muacks muacks!

okay i think i go oror liao...

tml still need go out...

zzz...

buai buai!

Good night!

2008-07-02T22:20:00.003+08:00

2 July 2008 10.23p.m

Okay!

Todays the day i change my life for the better...

finally made up my mind...

im going to chiong my studies le!

not going to go online and play games le...

i will only...

watch anime, manga blog and study and do homework!

go out on weekends... play sports...

plus listen to music..

im going to work hard le...

cus i feel super guilty not doing anything...

guess u can say im finally settling down...

2008-06-27T00:18:00.002+08:00

27 June 2008 12.20am

Haix...

friday le...

today in NP got cckss gathering...

start at around 6...

too bad baby dun wan go...

she go to see her seniors dance performance...

though i really wanted to be with her...

i would be too selfish to take away the hobby she like the most

now i finally know what is to love someone wholeheartedly...

its what i finally realized...

its not easy to do that...

as people say..

a clap needs 2 hands...

but im still short of another hand...

hoping to find one soon...

wonder when that'll be...

sorry for not posting for the past few days...

wasn't really in the mood...

and was very tired...

physically and most of all

emotionally

now my muscles are all aching

because of CCA TRAINING

damn it...

i dunno whether im angry, sad or feeling happy rite now...

haix...

clashing feelings...

i go back do my stuff ba...

dun want to chat liao...

no mood...

2008-06-23T21:25:00.003+08:00

23 June 2008 9.30pm

Wa lao...

so sad...

first day of school only...

going to fall ill le...

wed got test

thur also got test...

zzz

must study for test le...

scared fail...

so sian...

why cant we have no test!

argh...

2008-06-21T12:14:00.001+08:00

21 June 2008 12.18pm

Happy birthday to me

Happy birthday to Alan which is me

happy birthday to me...

another year has passed

1 year older

haix...

zzz

like still the same...

not much fun

my birthday all always so sian...

no excitement...

zz...

2008-06-18T21:42:00.003+08:00

18 June 2008 9.45pm

Today...

erm...

how to say...

very restless...

cause our 6 month tml le

although cannot celebrate together

but still very excited

haha

hope nothing goes too wrong for us

hope we will be very loving

be very understanding

be very nice to one another

thats the best le

my birthday also coming!

she also cannot celebrate with me haha

but nvm

ask the guys lo

probably going somewhere with them ba

hmmm

should i buy myself a small slice of cake?

hmmm...

we'll see about that...

okay! tml night got fencing

dun want to talk much le

enjoy your holidays...

cause...

ITS ENDING!

WAHAHAHAHAHA!

ENJOY WHILE U CAN !

SAYONARA!

OYASUMI!

2008-06-17T22:11:00.003+08:00

17 June 2008 10.15pm

Today my legs are super...

im super tired...

my eyes are super tired

most important of all...

im tired...

tml gonna play soccer again

hope i can tahan...

this year's birthday gonna be all alone again

even our six months

too bad lo

her grandmother not well

her safety first

gotta give in

see i such good bf

hahax...

dun talk to much le...

i damn tired...

watch some anime then go oror liao...

2008-06-14T21:29:00.004+08:00

14 June 2008 9.34pm

Zzz...

Today super sian...

Yesterday went to justin house to ton

never sleep at all

play mahjong and watch euro

lol

holland 4

france 1

lol

so one sided

just like today singapore match

so suck

serve singapore right for not be able to win

only know how to become ball watcher

dunno how to run for the ball

lousy coach also

change coach please

or change players

lol

jkjk

heck care

not my problem also

tml need do project again

sian

so dun feel like going lo

hate going to school nowadays

everyone is so fake

hate them

argh!!!

i so pissed off

must be because i watched singapore match

make my blood boil

dun talk liao

need to go do stuff

2008-06-12T16:13:00.003+08:00

12 June 2008 4.17 pm

Wah lao....

i today so sianz....

tml no soccer!

or else i really going to die liao...

tonight still got cca...

WAH!!!!!

so dun feel like going

so sianz already

but nvm la

go there have fun lo

no choice

i missed tuesday

caused forgot got cca that day

haha

having holiday amnesia

haha

okay

still got around 1 hour

dunno do what

zzz

sleep also cant sleep

sian...

2008-06-11T22:32:00.002+08:00

June 11 2008 10.pm

Wa... i now so hungry...

didnt eat much dinner...

cause had my dinner with my baby!

yeah!

so long...

finally

its over..

finally i can see her

yeah

so happy

yet

so hungry

ow..

i go cook some stuff liao

bb!

2008-06-10T18:39:00.002+08:00

10 June 2008 6.43pm

these few days keep going out...

didnt want to think about other stuff...

but in the end...

still thought about the same thing...

done so much...

tried so hard...

but still...

i still dun believe my baby's forgiven me

(have my own reasons for thinking that way...)

haix....

i feel tired(physically.. played too much ball games)

feel mentally depressed for hurting my baby

and feel sad that i cant go out with her

to tell her how much i love her...

2008-06-08T22:00:00.002+08:00

same day 10.26pm

Messed up my whole homework

bought the wrong stuff

cut the wrong measurements

printed the wrong stuff

what else could go wrong?

I guess without u i am nothing

im not able to focus

im not able to wake up

im not able to do anything

im such a loser

cant do anything rite

2008-06-08T21:46:00.002+08:00

same day 10pm

Made a mistake

Made a person feel hurt

Made me feel im an idiot

Made me think i shouldnt have said it

Made it seem like her fault

Made it worse

Made it tearful

Made me sad

Made a person sad

Made us sad

Made me hate myself

Made me want to kill myself

Made me go crazy

Made myself lose hope

Made me feel like a total loser

Made someone really disappointed

Made someone think differently about me

Made her feelings change(i hope not..)

2008-06-08T21:43:00.002+08:00

same day 9.46pm

Im sorry...

im sorry

imsorry

im sorry

imsorry

im sorry

imsorry

im sorry

imsorry

imsory

im sorry

imsorry

im sorry

imsorry

im sorry

2008-06-08T21:34:00.001+08:00

same day 9.44pm

God please kill me

I'm crying for u to kill me...

2008-06-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

Same day 9.34pm

god please kill me

or send someone to kill me

2008-06-08T21:21:00.001+08:00

8th June 2008 9.23pm

God PLEASE KILL ME

I CANT LIVE IF I HURT MY LOVED ONE

PLEASE KILL ME TONIGHT AT 12AM SHARP

PLEASE GOD PLEASE DO IT

2008-06-08T21:10:00.000+08:00

8th June 2008 9.15pm

I hope God will stab me in the heart at 12 sharp

kill me and let me die

2008-06-08T14:01:00.002+08:00

8th June 2008 2.05 pm

Talking is a way to let someone know that you still remember him

especially if u love someone

he might think you have forgotten him

or the other way round

2 weeks of break started...

i guess there's not enough time...

why do i always think negative some people say...

cause..

what's the point of being optimistic?

the more hope u get..

the more disappointed you'll feel...

recently... i just noticed that i wanted to finish my work quickly...

so that i have time...

time for someone...

Putting myself under so much pressure

and in the end i question myself

why have i worked so hard for?

i may not even get the chance

to even go out...

so what's the point?

the moment i woke up this morning

i just wanted to have a bit of hope

hoping that someone or something would remember me

hoping that someone would just notice me

but i guess i am just that alone...

Yesterday's soccer match

singapore lost again

0-1

at least they had their chances

and they didn't lose that badly

guess they were just not that good enough after all...

Sunday...

time goes by so quickly

how i wish it would stop at some time..

Hmmm... guess that's it for today...

2008-06-07T20:40:00.002+08:00

7th June 2008 8.45pm

Wa... Finally printed my homework...

feeling is so damn shiok...

like something heavy off my mind...

today played soccer...

super suay...

all hit "thiank"

ZZZZZZZ...

now i waiting to watch the world cup qualifiers..

hope singapore loses...

LOL...

they already lost 7-3 to Uzbekistan

so no point la...

they much bigger and more skillful

not like singapore soccer...

all see "aeroplane" if u know what i mean...

the passes also not that good...

but no matter what wish them good luck

hope they can make us proud haha

now nothing to do so sian...

baby busy with her assignments..

so SIAN!!!!

nothin to play also..

zzz...

nvm la

i go play COD2

bo bian

nothing to do

bb then

2008-06-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

6th June 2008 10.50pm

Yo!

sorry for the late post

was busy doing my homework

finally done with the most stressful homework

at long last!

wahahahhaha!

struggling for like 2 months le lo...

so sianz...

baby now working...

but she going off soon...

hahax...

tml going to play soccer and after that go bugis go and print my homework..

lol...

if tml got time i go shopping at bugis liao

buy lots of clothes

WAHAHAH!!!

lol.. must destress...

okay thats all for today nothing much really happened today...

boring day...

okay see ya guys tml then!

2008-06-05T17:51:00.002+08:00

5th June 2008 6.00pm

Seriously, today im not very happy

baby didnt listen to me...

homework haven finish...

logos NOT ACCEPTED!

got locvid project

got so many FREAKING STUFF!!!!

I SERIOUSLY dun feel HAPPY today...

dun wan to talk anymore...

2008-06-04T19:58:00.002+08:00

4th June 8.00pm

Test over le...

think should be okay..

still can pass...

all the other people like

"shit la... die liao... "

hope everything goes well...

though test is over...

should be quite happy

but i very sad...

cus i feel so lonely

no one to talk to

even my baby also never talk to me much today

busy with her homework

guess i just go back to do my stuff ba

hope this week ends quickly..

i wanna have a break...

really off liao...

2008-06-04T14:03:00.003+08:00

4th June 2008

Okay! going for my marcom test soon...

i so damn scared la...

hope everything goes well...

it starts at three

now 2 liao...

left 1 more hour...

die...

okay... my locvid lecture start liao

post tml or later...

hahax

see ya guys soon!

2008-06-03T20:56:00.002+08:00

3th June 2008

Wa.... die le la...

tml my common test...

i so damn scared!

WTF!

why this module so difficult???

T_T

hope i can pass it

if not die

i dun wan retake!!!!!!

Please let it be easy

Please let it be easy....

Please let it be easy...

WA!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay dun chat liao

i wan go back study....

so damn scared

2008-06-01T17:55:00.003+08:00

wow.... so many spider webs!

"Clean Clean"

So long never post liao...

sorry guys...

was super busy...

all my homework...

my test coming up....

so really aint got much time...

anyways... yesterday went joyce party

it was fun...

k box k pool and sushi...

lol...

though only 7 people but at least

it was good to help me destress

and let me see my baby...

my common test coming on 4 june...

dunno whether can survive a not...

want to go play also cannot

holidays still got homework...

zzz...

hope this sem ends soon....

then can at least get away from my modules....

and go out with my baby...

Lots and lots of fun things happened

but cant really say everything out

haha

cus no time

okay...

next time got time then post again

see ya guys around

2008-05-14T14:22:00.004+08:00

hahax... come back to post...

so long never post liao lo...

so not free...

all the projects and assignments...

KILLING ME!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!

Everything's going smoothly between me and my baby.... nothing has happen yet... and i hope nothing would happen haha....

i wan learn japanese!!!!

they say next semester they'll have free japanese classes!!! i want to get in!!!!

my lecture start liao.. dun talk liao... bb!

2008-04-22T22:31:00.002+08:00

okay...

22nd of april...

could be listed as one of my worse days in life...

dun wish to talk about it...

and dun FREAKING ASK ME...

I MEAN IT

dun feel quite freaking happy in the afternoon..

now im fine...

guess tml will also be fine...

but wont be seeing the trying so hard to try to make time the alan...

told him to go to hell...

always trying to do stuff and always gets stupidly scolded by me...

Stupid alan...

1st assignment...

lets not talk about that... no mood rite now...

okay go to sleep... feeling super duper stupid... bb all...

and most of all..

BB Trying To Make Time de ALAN

2008-04-19T22:11:00.002+08:00

Happie 4th Month Baby!!!!

cant wait for more months.. then years...

today was quite sad for me in the morning...

remembered that baby cannot go out with me...

then felt little bit sad...

but it was okay afterwards..

i went to play soccer with ben and the others..

then went to lot 1...

then something made me very happy...

i finally found ayumi's next album!!!!

YEAH!!!! i was so eagerly waiting for it to come...

finally bought it... so shiok...

now listening to her songs..

hahx...

song title is "mirrorcle world"

very very nice...

hehex...

i also got her poster!!!!

damn chio...

of course nothing beats my baby....

hahax...

baby's FIRST and ayumi's SECOND!!!!

and will never change...

okay now waiting for baby to xia ban...

later gonna call her...

for now me gonna go relax...

see ya!

2008-04-17T19:58:00.002+08:00

haiz...

19th coming soon...

gonna be anther month for us...

im happy yet sad...

happy because we got through another month...

sad is that i cant celebrate with her another time...

this is like the third time im not able to celebrate with her...(or issit? i dunno how many times le...)

haix...

too bad la...

who ask my baby to be so popular...

every time also got people find her do stuff...

guess this sat would be another boring day for me...

no mood to blog liao..

next time then blog...

2008-04-13T23:55:00.002+08:00

Wa... just a few more minutes....
to 12am...
ZZZ... school STARTS TML!!!!!1
ARGH!!!!!!!
I DUN WANT!!!!!!!!!!!
i want more holidays!!!!!
feel as though holidays were too short...
didnt have enough of fun...
didnt have enough time to spend with baby...
T_T...
i want more time...
maybe even hope that time can stop...
just for the two of us....
both of us are in different classes....
haix...
timetable also different....
so sad...
wanted to go to school and go home with her everyday....
guess life just has its up and downs....
i just rotted at home... everyday...
want to go out with baby...
but her mum dun allow...=x
cant do anything then...
too bad...
=(...
but nevertheless... i hope we can go out more often in poly....
and hope i can get "their approval"...
wonder when that would be....
3 years down the road???
hahax...
nothing is for certain...
one minute you maybe here talking to some1...
the next minute u may fall in love with her...
hahax...
i need a miracle!!!!
so that i can always be with you my baby!
Zutto soba ni iru!!! Zutto!
dun try to understand if u dun hahax =P
well..
i just hope that everything goes well in the three years we're gonna be in....
hope no one interfers....
no one disturbs us....
most of all...
hope that we will still love one another as always...
but i definitely willl!!
i love you baby! muacks! time to go sleep... zzz
nite everyone!
Sweet dreams baby!

2008-04-05T13:49:00.002+08:00

Wa... Yesterday went back school...

with baby to get o cert...

now the school so sux...

want to tour around also cannot liao...

must make appointment with teacher...

wth lo...

then can only go general office...

crap... we stay there talk with the guard...

he ask us want to do part time ushering...

LOL.. then we say see first...

later we go eat pastamania at lot 1...

jj ming soon gx and some others there eating pizza..

lot 1 the pizza hut at level 2... change liao...

wonder what else there might be...

1 more week till school reopen... ZZZ...

so fast....

i want to spend more time with my baby...

all the working took away our time together..

next time must play until we drop...

quite a happy week i must say...

hahax...

my baby should know why... hahax...

Ayumi's next album gonna be out soon!!!!

i cant wait to get it...

mirrocle world...

got 1 of my fav song inside...

"mirror"...

woot...

too bad haven come out...

i want it so badly... ARGH!!!

hahax....

me= a big fan of ayumi!

for those who dunno lol....

okay thats all the time i have today....

back to gaming i guess...

must play more... or else next time cannot play le...

lol...

all the studying and stuff...

okay... 1 more thing...

I LOVE YOU BABY!! MUACKS!! HAHAX... :P

2008-03-28T21:30:00.002+08:00

100 bucks...

imagine what you could do with that..

hahax..

my colleagues actually used that..

to buy food!

OMG LA...

they bought so much things that cost up to 100 bucks...

i rather they give me... LOL...

cause they celebrate my last few days in the company..

so throw a party like that...

but its just lunch gathering...

everyone was so friendly sitting down...

chatting like we're friends...

hahax...

monday will be my last day there...

there'll be a new girl taking over me...

hahax... i'll have to teach her...

she's way older than me...

how embarrassing...hahax...

finally... going out with my wei ying...

going sentosa!!!

play water... sunbathing...lol... not naked..

dun think too much...

now... i mean NOW at this time...

she's working at pasta doing closing...

hope she's not too tired...

gonna call her later to talk to her...

anyways... finished kimikiss pure rouge....

well, the ending was not bad... but i was sad for yuumi...

she wanted to be with kouichi... but she knew he did not love her...

in the end they just became friends...

then mao and kouichi get together...

aihara and the genius got together too...hahax...

they look so good together...

1 stupid goofer and 1 genius.. a perfect match lol...

those interested can go watch... love triangle anime lai de...

hmmm... dun talk liao... i wanna go see whether other anime out already a not...

Till then! Chow!

2008-03-21T22:26:00.004+08:00

hahax...

today was weird...

cousin grace ask me to go work at paragon...

then in the end...

she say enough people le...

i was already ready to go out too.. anyways.. so tired today..

played soccer in he morning today...

4v4... zzz so tired liao...

tml still have to work...

tml also going to sq house for bbq...

wonder what we'll be doing tml...

hope at least can do something there... or else very sianz...

it seemed so long since i've seen my baby...

although we just met up recently...

a few days seemed like eternity to me...

how i wish i was able to meet her everyday...

have fun with her..

do everything together...

here's something to celebrate..

we pass 3 months!!!

yeah!! hahax... to bad she sick on that day...

then cannot come out...

but nvm... hope next month can...

me bought macbook le...

cool is cool... but cannot play games...

want to play also must download software...

too bad the software only got 30 days trail...

or else i download can install game le... hahax...

mac is cool in a way that it is totally different from windows...

although cannot play games but i still proud that i own 1.. hahax...

i watched clannad movie the other day...

it was so touching... too bad nagisa had to die...

or else they could really lived happily ever after..

so sad...

me also watching bokura ga ita...

romance anime...

plot is realistic...

but i want chapter 38 of the manga!!!

haven come out!!!

Grrr..

h2o also coming to an end...

they say its a happy ending..

cant wait for the sub version...

hope its a really good ending...

oh ya... bamboo blade too..

lol just remembered cause itunes played it's OP song...

now im addicted to anime...

die le...

anyways... has anyone decided to join any Clubs?

i wanna join tennis... but dunno why...

only this club need to pay fees...ZzZ

Hahax... my baby just sms me...

she say theres nothing to write about her...

but shes so wrong hahax...

she'll always be my beautiful baby...

no matter how far apart we are...

how close we can get...

that fact will never change...

my love for her will not change too...

i love her...

more than anything else in the world...

with the sun that shines brightly in the sky...

and the moon that protects everything during darkness as witnesses...

i swear i'll protect her with my life...

its a lifetime promise... that i'll never break...

theres so much more i wanna write here.. but im afraid that you guys reading this will not be able to take it hahax.... :P so i guess i'll stop here... just 1 last time...

i love Wei Ying! hahax... XD

2008-03-08T01:26:00.004+08:00

YOZ!!!
im back!!!! With A new blog skin!!!!
Hahax.... feel that this 1 not bad...
very nice...
anyways... comment on the blog plz...
Hahax...
So sianz lo!!!
I just now type already then posted...
then my internet lose connection!!
Everything kenna erase!!!
this 1 is type again dE!!!!
GRRRRR!!!!!!!!
QI SI REN!!!!
Anyways... really busy these days...
So many work to do...
especially when ure holding 2 jobs...
ZzZ...ZzZ...
feel so tired lo...
Want to sleep...
These weekend must have a good REST!
Next week going out with my baby...
Hope we can spend as much time as possible...
anyways... buying a macbook soon...
white 1...
my baby also... hahax...
we're gonna have same laptop...
same phone...
same... hehex... dun tell u all...
go figure it out yourself...
anyways.... leap years movie nice a not??
Me watching this tuesday with my baby...
some1 tell me please??
LOLx...
Kay... dun chat liao le lo.. now is 1.40 AM
Me tml still got work...
i go to sleep liao...
Guys.... organize some stuff leh... very sianz...
1 more thing...
I LOVE YOU BABY!
MUACKS!
NIGHTS!!!!

________________________________

| Love You...

2008-02-28T13:22:00.004+08:00

WAH!!!!!!
My HP SPOIL!!!!!!
CANNOT SMS!!!!!!
Crap...ZzZ...
Now cannot sms my baby...
Luckily still under warranty....
can go repair...
hope they gimme a new phone and not repair it!
lol...
my baby's blog just been updated...
me go see see... hehex...
saw something very interesting....
not gonna tell u all...
LOL...
see for yrself...
this month gonna end le... gonna be another month...
that means another month or 2 gonna be school!!!
hahax... cant wait!!!!!!!!!
hope we're in the same class...
then ca study together... play together....
do projects together... that'll be great...
anyways.... posted to NP mass comm...
gonna become a news reporter next time...
catch me on tv next time.... hahax...
kay my lunch time over soon liao...
update when i free... see you all soon!
Especially my baby... hehex... see u soon!
Muacks! love you!

I Love You...My AnGeL...

2008-01-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

Kanashi = Sad
That's the word for me now...
Tiredness...
Was I the cause of this???
Are you mentally drained??
Are you physically drained??
I am the cause of this right??
Right??
I've made you really tired...
I really did...
Today was a month...
Then it'll soon be 2...
But...
Will eternity ever come??
I want it to come...
I want it...
I want to believe...
T_T... T_T...
I feel like I'm losing you...
I dun wan my feelings to become a reality...
I really dun wan...
My heart is lost..
It cant see the path that leads to you...
Where are you???
Where is your path??
Please guide it back...
Please...
It wants to go back there...
Back to that path...
Where you and I were so happy just being together...
Please lead it back...
I yearn for you...
But does anyone know how much??
Do you?
Badly...
I've missed you so______
Thats the word i wanna fill in...
Do you feel the same way as i do?
I need some answers...
Answers that calms my heart...
I love you...
I really do...
So much that you could'nt have imagined...
I know you do too...
But my heart needs to be spoken to...
It's searching for your words...
Words that come deep from your heart...
No matter what i tell it...
It just wont listen to me...
It wans to hear your words...
Maybe its just me...
Maybe I'm just thinking too much...
Maybe it's just me not being able to see you for too long...
This song is for you...
Though it's a japanese song...
there are 2 sentences in the song i want you to know...
It would be the last sentence of the song...
And the title...
The english translations are there...
Guess you'll have to read it youself...

I Love You...

2008-01-15T13:23:00.000+08:00

Haiz...
its been a very boring few days fer me...
work and work and work...
i missed you so much...
cant see you these few days...
you were so busy...
so was i...
hope we can meet on the 19...
or else it wont be meaningful...

kept looking at the minnie wallpaper...
reminded me of you...
reminded me of the times we spent together...
i dun want all this to end...
thats why...
i will always hold your hand...
never let it go...
no matter how difficult the situation is...
i wil never let go...

friday... going to NP open house...
anyone interested??
guess you're all busy...
well nvm...

Changed a new phone...
lost my phone in the bus...
those 2 stupid YALAM GAYS...
hope their hp will get lost...
then the people who got it dun return it back to them...
Damn it...
Send me an sms to tell me who you are...
I lost all of your contact...
Me lazy to get it from you all... hahax...

PS: To Those Who Are Really Free
Go and watch some anime! hahax...
me spent a whole hell of time these few days to watch a lot of anime...
Really A LOT... (No Choice... really bored)
Some Animes To introduce...
1: Ghost Hunt
2: Rozen Maiden
3: Rozen Maiden Traumend
4: Rozen Maiden Ouverture
5: Clannad
6: Zombie Loan
Still watch some new ones... update next time.. see ya!
WORK AGAIN...ZZZ

I Love You...

2007-12-25T00:24:00.001+08:00

Hey guys...
its the 25th...
merry X'mas...

I Love You...

2007-12-24T19:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was tiring...
re-structured my room...
changed the layout and now...
it looks neater!
hahax...
i can even see the moon!
if i lie on my bed...
saw the star beside the moon...
it was the only 1...
and i made a simple wish...
a wish that i know would never come true...

Anyways... today was BORING...
though it was X'mas eve...
i was alone...
i had no one to talk to...
no one to share my joy...
Guess im not compatible for X'mas...
since its about the joy of giving...
as...
im not able to share anything...

Found this song on a web...
felt that it was meaningful...
and wanted you to hear it...
the lyrics... seem to potray...
what i want to say...
You are the one...
who can provide me with strength...
Everytime i think of you...
i feel blissful...
and that kind of feeling...
it brightens up my day...
i just wanna say thanks...
for everything you've given me...
i felt really happy and will continue to do so...
and it is all...
because you loved me...

I Love You...

2007-12-12T20:45:00.000+08:00

Well... just enjoy...

I Love You...

2007-11-29T13:10:00.000+08:00

DANGER!
hahax...
im working and posting!!!
later if im found out im so dead...
yeah... prom night was really great...
better than i imagined...
i had a wonderful lady beside me all night...
she was beautiful cute and most of all my precious!
hahax...
really haven got the time to upload the photos...
i'll try to upload them asap...
im so sad fer those who didnt go...
it was so fun..
everyone was treasuring what little time
they had left with each other...
i am also of them...
gonna miss you gals and guys out there...
not that im gay or something...
but just will miss you all..
work hard! we still have a long way to go!
JIA YOU!

I Love You...

2007-11-28T19:51:00.000+08:00

Hey...
changed my blog skin...
cute not??
hope i did not copy anyone's???
if i did please tell me...
comment on the blog please..
thanks...
anyways... wont be blooging so often...
im holding 2 jobs at the moment...
so will not be very free to online...
even if online is to play games...
or chat with my deaR...
got free time then go out with her..
those who cannot find jobs...
dun be disappointed...
try harder and...
OPEN your mouth and ASK people...
or else you wont know they are hiring...
hahax... thats all...
back to the games i guess...

I Love You...

2007-11-10T19:42:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Exams finally OVER!!!!!!!!
WOOHOO!!!!!!
Though it was 4 days ago... LOL
But it's worth rejoicing!!!!!!!!
Though i know that
my combine humans maybe gone case liao
but it doesnt matter!
i just soo happy that it's finished...
finally can go out with my pals and my dear...
yeah!!!

I've changed...
a lot...
because of her... i've changed...
i've become more hard working.....
thanks fer being there with me
all the time....
you gave me strength to move on...
when i thought that all was lost...
thanks... my beloved angel...

on saturday we went to escape with her friends...
it was so fun!!!!!
though it was a short amount of time...
but i enjoyed it....
i enjoyed everything moment of it...
without her... i think i wont be playing the water activity...
but she gave me courage....
by being there with me...
she got headache.. then me so worried she got sun stroke
luckily she was alright the next day....
we went to the airport to look at the planes...
they were just flying and landing... it was so peaceful...

it was a memorable day fer me...
i wont forget those beautiful eyes...
those small little fingers..
and those warm hugs...
wish that these wont just last momentarily
but everlastingly... i wont let go of you baby...
never ever...

To AnGel Girl:
this message is dedicated solely to you...
since we started
i knew that i had found my fate...
without you...
i wont know what would happen to me...
i wannabe by your side 4ever...
giving you all i have...
my love....
my hugs...
my ups and downs...
though there are many obstacles..
i will hold your hand...
and overcome them together with you...
no matter how hard...
or how tiring it is...
i wont ever let go of your hand...
i wanna be with you to the end of eternity...
even if one day....
just one day... that you're gonna leave...
but i hope that wont ever happen...
i wont ever blame you...
i will bring all the happy moments with me...
remembering all the fun we had together...
so baby...
i just wanna tell you this...
i really
really
really
really
really
really
LOVE you...

By: Your DeviL Boi...

I Love You...

2007-10-20T13:02:00.001+08:00

Monday A maths le...
me scared i cannot pass...
must try harder...
or else i will really die
when i get back my results
Friday was really fun... hehex...
all of us got company...
me must work hard to buy her that instrument
o level must get all A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Work hard too people!!!!
try your best in whatever you do....
dun give up...
well.... back to studying
wont be coming back
for at least a week or another...
good luck everyone...
the nightmare has just started...

I Love You...

2007-10-13T20:09:00.000+08:00

Wow!! its been so long since i have started to write here... hehex... O levels are just a week away!!! OMG!!!! Im so excited and scared!!! today went to BP to study with Qt and Daryl... on marking day we also went there to study but wei ying also got go... after that we ate lunch and dinner together... though it was a short period of time we managed to revise quite a lot on what we wanted to revise and there was fun and laughter... today was really a tiring day... a maths is a killer subject... spent 3 hours doing 5yr series qns then like dying liao... luckily got the XXXXX you give me.... hehex...=) thanks!!! it gave me strength to continue... that daryl second time late... (when was he ever on time???) LOL... hahax... 1 more week left le people!!!! Jia You!!! Gampatei!!!! Work Hard!!!!! Reach Fer The Stars.... I Wish You Good Luck In Your Exams 2! Thats All Fer Today Folks!! See yer around next time!